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Monday, January 21, 2008
what a day.
its like the worst day of my LIFE!
hoho.
not really the worst day
(:
there can be more worst days
hoho.

it all started with...
I woke up late
I rushed to sch
I go to class
I go fr math
I go fr PE
I go fr...
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.
.
.
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After sch, I realised i no house key
haha.
Irwin ask me to help do emcee script fr that who lurh
then i was like ohkays, when he need it
walao ehhs.
She go to hci de investiture and SHE can't do it on her own mehh?
like what the heck!
T.T
i was like really pissed
then aft that i went to eat with mel, yl ,wx
then edric come
aft tat they went
i was like walking ard aimlessly doing nth, so i decided to drop by Gilbert's house to deposit books, sweets and files
after that, dar come.
hoho
we sat at e blocks there talking and slacking after that like wanna slp le
then my daddy call
HE REACH HOME LE! yay!
so i went to Gilbert's hse adn take back my stuff
and went home
(better not say too much abt him)^^
hoho.
Blah blah blah.
now its like everyone found someone they like, well almost everyone
hoho.

heart pounding at the sight of the loved one, so on and so forth.

I don't feel that seriously, i am like so sad now can?
Although melancholy aint- the way, but i have to at some times
);
SC is like so corrupted):
and i cant do anything
hahas
i'm sad sad sad
i dun feel any pride being in th SC sometimes,
i feel like doing things at times but its like i always suan-ed by SOME excos
JUST CAN'T TAKE IT!
shit
this is giving me headaches at times and i really can't stand it
its like, th teachers are sending others fr investitures and so forth, but, not me,
am i gonna be kicked out?
Maybe.
some day.

Seriously, judging ppl bcos what others say is nt right
and stop saying th I AM VERY DISAPPOINTED with u part can?
like what th heck!
we are in th same position
who are u to order me around?
i know u have many positions.
not me
i know u hv many tasks,
not me
i know u are th teacher's pet,
not me
i know u are "best"
NOT ME
Since you are everything, why not take my job too?
I see myself as a nothing in th SC
seriously, what can i do?
Th teachers are not informing me abt anyth,
I just see myself rotting all th time
I try to be somebody, but i am always over run by you.
by the way, this SC is dominated by more tamil ppl.
I hope that they can be less racist and speak in ENGLISH
I try my best to say everything in English fr th sake of u guys, please consider!
Even th role model speaks in their own language amongst themselves.
Really, i wonder what mrs cat chan said was really true.
"You don't feel a sense of belonging in the student council that's why you are not wearing the tie"
Maybe, perhaps, its seriously true.
I don't really feel a sense of belonging.
Ppl after reading this may think that i don't wear th tie,
but I DO.
our dearest excos are NOT EVEN WEARING THEIR TIE!
If not for Min wei, Wanting, Jay, Xiao qin, Xuan kai, Jeremy, Chee han and Weijun,
i would dangerously rebel.
I really gotta thank MEL, AMIRAH, YEELENG, CHINEE, LIPING, SHAFIE, JULIANA, XINYI, DIANA, HARDINAH, WO DE MEI MEI, GILBERT AND HARIZARD for making my life so fun in class.

hoho.
why am i talking in such a saddistic way?
anyway, i wanna go rest now.
having a super serious headache and gotta go rest le

Toddles

Sunday, January 20, 2008
oh. my life is in a mess. xD

i'm blogging again. hohos

&!Thurs
I ate curry puff and became horny in sch, after bio i went to e lib, then saw pc, so slack and talk talk there.
Also go bully tht waikit xD

&!Fri
Did nothings lurhs. Just rmb e run run part.
hohos
leg cramp
and a MESSY CO.
haha yongxiang jie && terence conducted

&!Sat
Went fr CO.
Went fr e math thing
Went to tuition
Went to eat with Qhaliza
(:
Went to walk with Qhaliza
Went home

&! Sunday!
Went to parent's church
saw samuel
i told my dad he was toot toot de
Daddy 100% agreed
Went to gym
did a super sweaty workout
with MEL,LP,YL,PC,AUD.
went to eat at KFC
talked bout many stuff
to0k bus n go home
slam piano at home
very sad
went to pizza hut eat
eat le quarrel with parents
then go home slam piano agn
go bath
sit at comp

* Conclusion.
She is so suicidal.
She wanna kill herself,
she feels that sea jumping is fun.
I say say only lurh
Don't force me to do it
She wanna go sleep and forget everything
THE END

-H ilary

Wednesday, January 16, 2008
Oh. its Wed so fast!
Hoho.
Yawns.
I have nth much to say lurhs.

Monday-
Aft sch, went to library
hoho.

Tuesday-
Aft sch, went to cafe with Amirah, Yeeleng, Melody, Liping. Etc Etc
Played horny games and etc etc.
Aft that, went to jp with Amirah, Amira, WX, etc etc
went to eat and buy raw beef
hohos.

Wed-
like that like that lo
funny things that happen:
I dance around in class
hoho.

In fact, i always dance in class and sing and be crazy
HAHAHA!
(:

Sunday, January 13, 2008
Ohkays.I'm updating again. hahas.
every week one update. LOLs.
What did i do for the week?
haha.

Mon
Stayed in school fr councillor meeting, then went to popular with mummy, yl, mel, waikit, jaymien, syuhadah, evelyn and then went to fetch brother at his day care center.
Tues
Got ready fr camp blah blah blah
Wed-Fri
Just got horny and crazy, but personally i felt that this camp makes me puke
It just suck. and it'll be worse if there's no diana,yeeleng,mel,amira,hardinah,liping..
i just love the part when i did'nt bathe fr th whole camp
Sat
Went to chinatown with royce and then went for tuition. Told weiheng not to bug me anymore. I'm sick of his *** attitude. so *** possessive. I'm not his pet, or pad!Whatever. and so long! Nice knowing you. haha
Sun
Went to church with parents and then went to gym. aft that went to eat, go to popular and went home.

Feelings about the week
kind of enjoyed th week only with mel, yl, xuan, pauline, etc etc
wanna thank weijun fr understading me throughout e crisis btwn me and rbc.No hard feelings with her le.
Just know that some ppl cant' stand my crazy attitude, ps: hating me won't make u pretty
I love to be who i am.
I lost someone who cared for me):
I'll be strong this time.
That's all ppl(:

Sunday, January 06, 2008
I said i will update le ma. T.T
ohkay, its alr 6th of JAN and i'm updating abt e hols
LOL
On e 20th to 23 i forget what i did(:
But one of e days i think i went out for my pathetic pri sch class outing.
Pathetic. only 2 ppl
But we HAD FUN!(:
on 24th to 25th is party party party
then 26th mel came back. hurh hurhs.
on e 27th go buy uniform. i think
hahhas
28th to 29th practice for CO concert. esp e piano part.
T.T practice till 1.30 am
29th i was very very sick
hurh hurhs
eating medicine all e time
and i was ohkaay on the 30th
I loved e concert cos its nice
as in e place only la
haha
aft concert, went to eat supper with yik chan , kenneth and eug. girls cant make it ):
so reach home at ard 12.30am
lols~
31st stayed at home then went out at 11 plus for countdown at esplanade
reach home at 2 am
LOL
many things happened there. LOL.
on 1st, did nth. Adlar suddenly brokeup with me. But just packed bag fr nx day
haha
2nd, was nerdy and happy, took care of sec 1s(:
3rd lessons
4th lessons and CO. aft that i go out with yizhan.
reach home at 11. T.T
5th tuition
6th, doing chinese hw and sitting infront of this computer. T.T


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