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Monday, August 31, 2009
Hilary's Soliloquy.
To go or not to go: that is the question. Should i start to study and pay full attention? The many choices i have. It all reduces to this. Stay at home and pull my hair just because i'm pissed?
Struggling with the lethargy, I have no energy. No more, no more i say To sleep a deep sleep and this energy debt i'll pay
Clear my mind and now i find, a better attitude rather than sink in hebetude.
I have made my decision, that studying is my own delectation I should be in this position, ignoring the minatory grades that gave me depression.
Now i say, to go or not to go. May i struggle, but i'll say no.
Rantings rantings!
Enough of the above mentioned soliloquy. Haha. Yesterday, i went to bakerzin in the evening to have dessert with mirahnovayeeleng. Its rather filling and we had fun cooling down. Today, it is the all children exercising simultaneously day. We all had yogarobics in the hall early in the morning and had normal lessons. Since tomorrow is teacher's day, we had the teacher's day celebration in the hall and watched the performance that the students put up for the teachers. Good effort though, but there's much more room for improvement.
Well, i think i'll have a good rest before i start to go on a study frenzy for the upcoming prelims and intensive piano playing for the forthcoming practical examinations. I think it would be fine because the sky would always be clear after the storm. Its beginning to get cloudy for me, just like the gloomy clouds in my sight after looking out of the window. I want to live a halcyon life after my examinations and i'll strive for it.
Adieu!
'If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. James 1:5'
Sunday, August 30, 2009
VERY OVER DUE!
After One month, i finally updated. Well, you can't blame me anyway. :D My computer broke down and daddy disassembled it into numerous parts. Anyway, there are many events which are very meaningful but i did not post it. Here goes:
-National day celebration in school ?/8/2009-National Day celebration at City hall ??/08/2009- Melody's birthday!!!! 13/08/2009-O level's Mt results 19/08/2009-O level english oral 19/08/2009-Liza's Birthday!!!!20/08/2009-West district youth rally 29/09/2009-
Well, lets just elaborate on yesterday and today. :D We had the west district youth rally yesterday and it all started in the morning, we began in the parish with games and ice breakers and then went to St Ignatius' church for the rally with the other parishes. If i'm not wrong, its with St mary of the angels, Holy cross, ... i forgot. I didn't fall asleep :D :D Although the praise and worship was not as i expected, i thought they did a great job. We had fun anyway.
Today, i spent 4 hours playing the piano and guitar, my goodness. I woke up early to play the piano and then went to nap again until i was woken up by Kenneath. Went to subway for breakfast with Kenneath, Xavier and Gabriel and we strolled in Jurong point until Xavier and I decided that we should leave. Since the weather was so good, i decided not to go for meeting at SFA and mug. After reaching home, i played piano and then the guitar and the piano again before napping again. I did a little mathematics and went to transfer some music and updated my blog :D After dinner, i will be going to Bakerzin for dessert with Amirah and maybe Yeeleng and maybe vit :D :D :D
I really do not know how i'll score for my mother tongue for the second round. It just shatters my heart to see these results. I am determined to work hard and prevent this from happening again. Since the prelims are coming, i would study hard. However, its really hard to practice what we preach. Nevertheless, i would strive to do my best. The stress is slowly building up, and when the setbacks come in, i feel very gloomy. From today onwards, i'll study :C I must now be complacent and be a couch potato and overcome my excessive need for sleep. HAHA!
The icy wind caressed my cheeks and i felt a tinge of sadness. Should i cry? No, I'll not. I must be strong and face whatever that is coming. Although i feel deterred by the storm that is coming from the icy wind i just felt, I'll move forward, facing the prelims and the Os that i once dreaded and the disappointments that i know i'll face. I WILL move, even if it takes a baby step. Chinese, Literature and Math. I'll won't try, i will do it.
'when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do.' Atticus Finch
Okay. Before i end this post, i would like to wish all the sec fours a good luck for the coming prelims and all the teachers a happy teacher's day :D
'Whatever your hands find to do, do it with all your might.' Ecclesiastes 9:10
Tag replies:
Vivien: Thank you baby :D Andrea: Yea. Good luck for your O levels! Faith and Francesca: Hello!! Qhaliza:Relinked baby! See you next week Fengsoon: :DD Jonas: Okay! Long time no see yea! Mabel: Thanks for your concern. I really don't know when was the last time we met leh :s
There she goes, there she goes again.
Hello Earthlings, my name is S.Hilary Ma :D
I invaded your planet on the twenty first of july :D
I love my creator, his son, and the holy spirit :D
I've graduated from Boon Lay Secondary School :D
I am Dynamic, Delirious, Delicious, Dangerous, Daring, Different :D
I love attacking humans with my music, the piano :D
Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength Nehe 8:10
The O levels are finally over, now what? Many complained that they are bored, but i compiled a list of random things to do so that i would be occupied. I decided to share it with you guys!
1.Reorganize my wardrobe
2.Clear the soft toys and reorganize sleeping area
3.Clear clutter from the study table and remove unwanted books
4.Reorganize my shelves
5.Do some gardening
6.Get flight tickets to anywhere 7.Run everyday
8.Swim once a week
9.Look for ways to get extra cash 10.Go ice skating
11.Go inline skating
12.Learn beginner's guitar
13.Finish learning Grade 8 scales
14.Finish playing the first Grade 8 song
15.Piano Duet with someone
16.Write a book
17.Write a poem
18.Bake cookies and cakes
19.Cook Teriyaki Chicken for Nova
20.Visit an orphanage
21.Learn how to cook from grandmother
22.Take part in a church event 23.Memorize sequence of the bible
24.Read SYM
25.Watch a movie 26.Call Sec sch mates out
27.Call Pri sch mates out
28.Call YM mates out
29.Shout really loud in a mall 30.Play Pool
31.Arcade! 32.Start on CW 33.Share the good news with at least 5 people
34.Praise and worship more often
35.Learn more praise and worship
36.Eat healthily
37.Laugh really loud somewhere
38.Enjoy nature
39.Smile at a toddler 40.Smile at an elderly person
Bosom buddies
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To go or not to go: that is the question. Should i start to study and pay full attention? The many choices i have. It all reduces to this. Stay at home and pull my hair just because i'm pissed?
Struggling with the lethargy, I have no energy. No more, no more i say To sleep a deep sleep and this energy debt i'll pay
Clear my mind and now i find, a better attitude rather than sink in hebetude.
I have made my decision, that studying is my own delectation I should be in this position, ignoring the minatory grades that gave me depression.
Now i say, to go or not to go. May i struggle, but i'll say no.
Rantings rantings!
Enough of the above mentioned soliloquy. Haha. Yesterday, i went to bakerzin in the evening to have dessert with mirahnovayeeleng. Its rather filling and we had fun cooling down. Today, it is the all children exercising simultaneously day. We all had yogarobics in the hall early in the morning and had normal lessons. Since tomorrow is teacher's day, we had the teacher's day celebration in the hall and watched the performance that the students put up for the teachers. Good effort though, but there's much more room for improvement.
Well, i think i'll have a good rest before i start to go on a study frenzy for the upcoming prelims and intensive piano playing for the forthcoming practical examinations. I think it would be fine because the sky would always be clear after the storm. Its beginning to get cloudy for me, just like the gloomy clouds in my sight after looking out of the window. I want to live a halcyon life after my examinations and i'll strive for it.
Adieu!
'If any of you lacks wisdom, let him ask of God, who gives to all liberally and without reproach, and it will be given to him. James 1:5'
Sunday, August 30, 2009
VERY OVER DUE!
After One month, i finally updated. Well, you can't blame me anyway. :D My computer broke down and daddy disassembled it into numerous parts. Anyway, there are many events which are very meaningful but i did not post it. Here goes:
-National day celebration in school ?/8/2009-National Day celebration at City hall ??/08/2009- Melody's birthday!!!! 13/08/2009-O level's Mt results 19/08/2009-O level english oral 19/08/2009-Liza's Birthday!!!!20/08/2009-West district youth rally 29/09/2009-
Well, lets just elaborate on yesterday and today. :D We had the west district youth rally yesterday and it all started in the morning, we began in the parish with games and ice breakers and then went to St Ignatius' church for the rally with the other parishes. If i'm not wrong, its with St mary of the angels, Holy cross, ... i forgot. I didn't fall asleep :D :D Although the praise and worship was not as i expected, i thought they did a great job. We had fun anyway.
Today, i spent 4 hours playing the piano and guitar, my goodness. I woke up early to play the piano and then went to nap again until i was woken up by Kenneath. Went to subway for breakfast with Kenneath, Xavier and Gabriel and we strolled in Jurong point until Xavier and I decided that we should leave. Since the weather was so good, i decided not to go for meeting at SFA and mug. After reaching home, i played piano and then the guitar and the piano again before napping again. I did a little mathematics and went to transfer some music and updated my blog :D After dinner, i will be going to Bakerzin for dessert with Amirah and maybe Yeeleng and maybe vit :D :D :D
I really do not know how i'll score for my mother tongue for the second round. It just shatters my heart to see these results. I am determined to work hard and prevent this from happening again. Since the prelims are coming, i would study hard. However, its really hard to practice what we preach. Nevertheless, i would strive to do my best. The stress is slowly building up, and when the setbacks come in, i feel very gloomy. From today onwards, i'll study :C I must now be complacent and be a couch potato and overcome my excessive need for sleep. HAHA!
The icy wind caressed my cheeks and i felt a tinge of sadness. Should i cry? No, I'll not. I must be strong and face whatever that is coming. Although i feel deterred by the storm that is coming from the icy wind i just felt, I'll move forward, facing the prelims and the Os that i once dreaded and the disappointments that i know i'll face. I WILL move, even if it takes a baby step. Chinese, Literature and Math. I'll won't try, i will do it.
'when you know you're licked before you begin but you begin anyway and you see it through no matter what. You rarely win, but sometimes you do.' Atticus Finch
Okay. Before i end this post, i would like to wish all the sec fours a good luck for the coming prelims and all the teachers a happy teacher's day :D
'Whatever your hands find to do, do it with all your might.' Ecclesiastes 9:10
Tag replies:
Vivien: Thank you baby :D Andrea: Yea. Good luck for your O levels! Faith and Francesca: Hello!! Qhaliza:Relinked baby! See you next week Fengsoon: :DD Jonas: Okay! Long time no see yea! Mabel: Thanks for your concern. I really don't know when was the last time we met leh :s
Hilary's Soliloquy.
VERY OVER DUE!