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Sunday, June 29, 2008
Well, this is like so random? This is Shakespeare's first sonnet. I don't know the meanings. haha. you guys read and decide(: From fairest creatures we desire increase,
That thereby beauty's rose might never die, But as the riper should by time decease, His tender heir might bear his memory; But thou, contracted to thine own bright eyes, Feed'st thy light's flame with self-substantial fuel, Making a famine where abundance lies, Thyself thy foe, to thy sweet self too cruel. Thout that are now the world's fresh ornament And only herald to the gaudy spring, Within thine own bud buriest thy content And, tender churl, mak'st waste in niggarding. Pity the world, or else this glutton be, To eat the world's due, by the grave and thee.
26th June.
27th June. 28th June. 29th June. Went to Church today and attended mass with alicia, shane, james, belinda, sheryl,randy and delip(: then i went home. lols. got really works between people lahhs. you just gotta pray about it. our god is a living god and he will answer our prayers. wheehee. you got to be it to experience it. really! anyways, i did'nt go to agape today. aww. so sad. they were having some retro theme. aww man. i missed out on the fun. sobs. anyways, let bygones be bygones. hoho today is feast of st paul and st something day. so we had a homily which actually touches many of us. however, i am somewhat disappointed by the members of the church. they are not as bonded as what i think we should. its like majority of the people there are known as 'sunday christians'. i really pray that they are christians for the whole week and not only on sundays. hmms. and the youth group somewhat pisses me off. haha. only 16 years old and above are allowed to go for the youth service. then what about those above 13? they are youths too. you gotta train them from the start and not frm 16? anyway, i am in no position to say that lahhs. later the youth group come and find me. lols. i'm really very sleepy today and have no plans to go out. seriously its really a miracle i'm staying at home today. even my dad thought so. he even asked me when i'm going out. lols. i told him i'm not then he said ohmytian and asked me to sleep more at home.haha. i'll go finish up my homeword first then sleep(: but first, i go watch movie or some tv programmes first la(: actually today i wanted to go roller blading with dear de. but this few days he is busy, with work. and i also heard that he is not free on my birthday. i'm really very sad. and maybe he is too tired or something, he is starting to ignore me or something la. when i sms him, he will reply in some short sentences. like orh ok or anything you say la. this seriously hurts. i really pray that he will care for me like last time. i hope he doesnt forget who introduced him to this job and who got a bank account for him just for his job.hope he doesnt forget about me and only go with his colleages. its like now i'm not even part of his life. not like the past. rawrs. really nothing to say already. by saying more it would make me tearful. i really hope that he knows how i'm feeling. with his blunt and short answers with no hint of care and no pinch of concern in his messages make me feel super sad. and even phone calls are saddening. hmms. really hope this 6 months coming to 7 means something to him. sobs. hope he can do something to lift my feelings up. its dropping to like super super sad now la. GOD PLEASE HELP ME! oh well, God loves us more than anything and Jesus is ready to love us.i love everyone through GOD. O God, you are my God, and i long for you. My whole being desires you; like a dry, worn out , and waterless land, my soul is thirsty for you. Let me see how mighty and glorious you are. Your constant love is better than life itself, and so i will praise you. I will give you thanks as long as i live; I will raise my hands to you in prayer. My soul will feast and be satisfied, and i will sing glad songs of praise to you. As i lie in bed , i remember you; all night long i think of you, because you have always been my help In the shadow of your wings i sing for joy. I cling to you, and your hands keep me safe. Those who are trying to kill me will go down to the world of the dead They will be killed in the battle, and their bodies eaten by wolves. Because God gives him victory, the king will rejoice. Those who make promises in Go'ds name will praise him but the mouths of liars will be shut. (Psalms 63) toodles people(:
Wednesday, June 25, 2008
heeheehaha. behind the smiles is th sadness.really miss his but its just that we can't see each other. is this GOD's plan for us? I pray that it is. i really leave my life with God. let's just pray that i'm doing his will(: god take away all my sadness!dont wanna say anymore. PSALMS 23:1-6 the lord is my sheperd; i have everything i need. he lets me rest in fields of green grass and leads me to quiet pools of fresh water. he gives me strength. he guides me in the right path, as he promised even if i go through the deepest darkness, i will not be afraid, Lord for you are with me. your shepherd's rod and staff protect me. you prepare a banquet for me where all my enemies see me; you welcome me as an honoured guest and fill my cup to the brim. i know that your goodness and love will be with me all my life; and your house will be my home as long as i live just a sudden feeling to type this(: Oh well, its really a long time since i last blogged. Time really flies! anyway, on the 13th of june and 14 of june i had a performance at blcc. its really fun! however i lost my lines on the first day and it was like so scary! Juliana and i were staring at each other thinking that we could say something. its really very embarrasing! then, on the 15th june i went to Agape Methodist Church. for the youth service. kinda nice and the people there are good! let me evangalize for this minute. anyone who wanna know more about christ, go to AGAPE METHODIST CHURCH or ST FRANCIS OF ASSISI. the people are friendly(: back to topic :) after that, i went to church at st francis. we went for ice kachang then after sheryl and charmaine and jerad and james left. kinda last min as i was hungry :x sorry people. had ice kachang with shane and rishab and benedict. then we spent 2-3 hours waling home cos we walked the wrong way. once again we were talking about bible stuff whether its true and th proof. blah blah blah. then on the 16th i actually had lit camp and i planned to go there late, however, i over slepT and woke up at 8 pm. so i decided not to go i really regretted this decision. i heard from my friends that they had a swell time ): let bygones be bygones and not dwell in the past. wheehee. on the 17th i forgot what happened. rotting at home perhaps? on the 18th, went out with church peeps for the whole day to arena then other places. kinda fun(: haha sheryl and the strawberries, we enjoyed the love of my life in jurong point. then we wanted to play pranks on ppl but it was spoiled and there were conflicts. nevertheless, it was solved in 15mins. on the 19th june, went out to the autism school and then to IMM to get nice MACDONALD food. sadly. then on the 20th june, went for that CO lahhs. however, i met up with yizhan and weiheng for lunch. they were like kids playing with food, but i was reading ym mid summer night's dream(: oh ya, and chiong all hw in the morning, sadly, it was not completed.on 21st, saturday, as usual CO then to tuition. after tuition, went to jp with liza for makan and then window shopping(: boy, it was really fun! will look forward to doing that again!! lols. took some pics, apparently, i am too lalalazy to post it. on the 22nd, i'm really very sorry and sincerely apologise to sheila for not going to her birthday party. cos i had to attend a wedding dinner. anyway, the bride was kinda too slim, butbut, she's VERY CHIO. esp in her gown. wheehee! ok. then on 23RD JUNE the reopening of school. crys. forget it lahhs. its kinda slacky then we had CO. i ran away halfway during CO because i am really very bored. then slacked with yx, leon and ht in their class. when i decided to proceed back to my cca, it coincidentally was BREAKTIME!! so i grabbed the hello panda from eugene and went eating away with wx and mel whom has the same makan material as me. then went to grab my english homework from shaney ;x on th 24th June, school was kinda tiring, but i managed to pull through. then we went to hunt for school shoes, then mel, eugene and liping and iiiiiii went to board the bus towards th market there. it was i good thing that lp did not follow us through as we went a long way!! oh and i saw SHERYL in th 99 bus!! :) after alighting, we checked out the prices of my high cut shoe and then i bought a long puffy socky~~~ then we went to the pasar malam nearby to purchase some tummy filling stuff. after that, we walked to boon lay market. During the journey there, we saw a long trail of ants. i wanted to be a good person, therefore, i threw a piece of 'xiang chang'. in the end, it landed beside the line with a ridiculous 'piak' sound. i was really laughing my heart out! then we reach boon lay market and then we walk to the near by plaground with a swing. I yearn for that swing!!! we played there and talked about my chilldhood, mel too. after that, to another play ground with a see saw. i yearn for that too :0 HSH then. TODAY: class was okok. acceptable range for me today. and my prayers today were answered so quickly. thank the LORD! oh and we had photo taking. i WILL look horrible! just dont look at it and everything will be fine. relax hilary. dont go crazy >.< I believe God has a way for everyone, just pray for it and he will come to you in time(: TOODLES! Thursday, June 12, 2008
what did i do on wednesday.heeheehawhaw haha oh ya. in the morning i went to NUS. haha go there and study. xp like real, i went there with daniel and talk talk. haha then went on to church. we had a very fun time there la. haha. anyway. laugh like non stop. haha. really la. God is really present. heehehawhaw. we prayed for everyone to memorize their super long scrips and i really did. haha. its not as if i put it with me 24/7. woos. its like the script is running inside my brain till i wake up at 3am! lols haha anyway, i'll be going out with Joyceeee and yixiuuu soon. haha. thank youuu god. whee~ Tuesday, June 10, 2008
form my baobeii mei mei:Taq 8 pe0ple t0 d0 it.Cann0t taqqed ppl wh0 did this bef0re. If y0ur l0ver betray y0u, what will y0ur reacti0n be?Let him go. ouch. that hurts If y0u have a dream c0me true, what will it be?darling don't so bad to me anymore. What will y0u d0 if y0ur best friend snatch y0ur l0ver? NO she wouldnt. Are y0u c0nfused 0n what lies ahead 0f y0u?Very What is y0ur ideal l0ver like?never give up on me and my sea like emotions and willing to change for my sake Which is m0re blessed, t0 l0ved 0r t0 be l0ved?to be loved H0w l0nq d0 y0u intend t0 wait f0r the pers0n y0u l0ve?forever? ;D If the pers0n y0u secretly like is already attached, what will y0u d0?Cry le then let go Is there anything that make you unhappy this few days?YES! he lorh. make me sad T.T If y0u have a choice, what type 0f family w0uld y0u wanna be b0rn in?Loving and free. Right-handed 0r left-handed? Riqht-handed (: How d0 y0u see y0urself in 1o years' time?Married to dear and getting a qualification. Who is currently the m0st imp0rtant pers0n t0 y0u?GOD, family, friends, him Do y0u think y0u are kind?Depends lurh. Mostly yes? Would y0u rather be single and rich or married and po0r?Sinqle & Rich and maybe married and poor if my darling loves and supports me emotionally If y0ur friends hate y0u, what will y0u d0?Love them back? try la. haha its hard ma. ppl say and eye for an eye makes the world go blind. so, love them. anyway bible also say love thy neighbour If y0u l0se y0ur v0ice 0ne day, what will y0u d0?Sad la. try to sing sing sing until woice come back. haha. i lost it once and it's horrible D0 y0u live t0 l0ve, hate or the sake 0f living? DDont get this thing ;D What type 0f friend d0 y0u want? Don't betray with, will be with me even in the saddest moments. If y0u're g0ing t0 ch0ose a c0untry f0r h0neym0on, where'll y0u ch0ose?Tokyo, or somewhere romantic and quiet Syuhadah Cailing Yizhan Audrey Amira Wx Guobin Eadeline
heyho ppl.I'm back from batam like last week? heehees.its kinda fun. haha. got the ardella, daniel,jessica,shermain,janice,claris and her sis, joel, andrew, terry, keith, blah blah blah. kinda fun lo.haha. i'm now like cheonging for rehearsal everyday. like WOW~
haha ytd went to bugis, then went to orchard then vivo with ardella,daniel,jessica,clarisse and her sis,and shermain.haha. was like so fun la! haha. lols. then saw wx, yl, ch,gb andwk at mrt station at vivo. then when i at bugis, i saw tommy and his friend ;D after i left then i met my church friends at th market there to see them eat. heehee.over there, i saw eugene and his family. haha then went for practice until night night lorh. i only spoent money on a bag. haha got no time to buy more stuff. everyone was so tired. heehee. in the end i spent lots on food food stuffs around $20 plus to $30 and i owe ardella a beach trip and a shopping date and i just rmb i owe bibi a shopping trip. aww man! haha oh ya ppl, can you please help me scold the spammer in my tag box :D he/she is so gonna die. why would that person wanna make enemies with me? lols and wanna make enemies with me also worse then a chicken. don't even dare show name. lols. their parents give them their names so that they can be proud of it. but, instead, they choose to hide it. such a disgrace to their parents. oh well, i really pity the spammer's parents. and this is my bloggeh. not happy, just leave la! such a vulgarity person. do they kiss their steads with this mouth. this is utterly dirty. haha. spammer see this if you are returning. come with good and keep the bad comments. and if you want to hate me, please do the following - send and email to this address: ihateyouahhil@hotmail.com with: 1. your real name 2. your DOB 3. your occupation 4. where you live 5. how i can contact you 6. why you hate me :p toddles spammer(: haha. ;D just pulling your leg la. haha. wanna spam don't spam here Wednesday, June 04, 2008
oh wells, another post for today yeaa.. hee hee haw haw.I'll be missing for 3 days and 2 nights. haha. having church camp at batam. haha. Agape methodist, although i'm not part of that chruch.. dots.. i still have not packed. byes ppl.         I'm kinda bored right now. haha and i found these pics of me last time. whees~ another random post. lols. today went to the SAS again, was kinda fun fun at first la. but then the raffie suddenly emo. then smak my hand somemore. I was thinking, what the heck. he's so darn non productive. after that ignoring all of us. anyways, i dint see the other one, which was even wose, take it as i nv see her at all in any meeting la. haha. give some crap reason that cannot come or have to leave early, u have reasons i also have lorh. darn it. ok. i am angry now. roars. ah la lala.. and i also wanna help that botak jones advertise their stall abit abit lah. haha. see this, lol. in boon lay also got one le. haha. and their fish and chips so DAMN IRRESISTABLE.and mac is nice too, although it can KILL ppl who eats it TOO MUCH. haha. poor things, everyday eat mac will DIE!! muahahahas!oh yaya. it's gonna rain. dots. my rainbow shoe doesn't work this time. cry cry. anyway, i'll have to say bye bye to them sooner or later. haha. its the first stupid SHOE creation by me. dots. too bad i dont have a camera or i'll take the photo of it. haha. CAN THAT STUPID YIZHAN UPDATE HIS BLOG?hoho. wahh seh. my random post so damn random. lols. anyway, photo time of me me me me me me me!!! chey. baka face :D Tuesday, June 03, 2008
Such random post. anyway. till here. haha dont exclaim or what la haha(: enjoy it ;D  There was a request from Syusyu for me to do this quiz so…here I go… 1.What age do u plan to marry?25 2.Study hard or play hard?Studay hard; at the same time play harder!! 3.Who is the person you trust?my piano ;D 4.Do you think u have enough confidence?Enough confidence for? 5.If u would have a dream to come true what would it be?To start my life from scratch 6.Do you believe on seeing rainbow after rain?Not really, depends on the sun.. UHHS! 7.What is your goal for this year? Get top 10 in level(impossible but i'll try) 8.Do you believe in eternity love? Yes 9.Have you broken someone heart that he /she tried commiting suicide?Maybe. how would i know? Hope that person doesn't die in pieces. oooo 10.What feeling do you love the most?Feeling of being Loved 11.What are the requirement you wish from your other half?wow! loads uh things.. To be sensitive enough to me, will not give up if i an angry and make me happy always. do not make me sad, free enough, to follow his dreams in studdiies. NEVER GIVE UP(: 12.What feeling do you hate most?Feeling of neglect and being ignored 13.Do you cherish every single friendship of yours?of course! everyone has a special place in my heart( my heart has a storage capacity of 20GB;D ) 14.What do u think is the most important thing in ur life?Trust& GOD 15.Who do u hope to b always there with you? Family, Yizhan,dearest friends and piano 16.Whose ur best friend ?Melnoi 17.Who cares abt you the most? My piano perhaps? 18.Describe 5 words about the person who tagged you?Syuhadah: Loving, lively,literature-ish? daddy, friend forever 19.Are you gonna pass a maths?i dont take it… 20.Do you think boys are self-centred?many Instructions:Remove one qn frm above and add in ur personal qn.make it a total of 20 qn and tag 8 pplList dem out at the end of the post .notify them in their taggy that they had been tagged.whoever daoes the tag will have blessing… and I tagged: 1>melody 2>NWX 3>Amira 4>Yizhan 5>Yixiu 6>Vilson 7>Sheila 8>Audrey .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg)  .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg)  .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg)  .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg)  .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) .jpg) Here are the pics from vietnam, as promised ;D |
