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Friday, October 31, 2008
 Came for extended term today at 9.40am for biology. I am very tired and bored with lessons now because of some problems and stuff. Anyway, after bio, i went for recess with friends and then went back to class. We then decided to skip lessons and stay in class because i was really very moody. Amirah and Yuxian kept me happy and we played dj max and stuff. Physics lesson was over and i felt like going home. Pon-ed chemistry and walked back home solo then i reached home. Wonder when this will end. -.- The tensions getting much more worse. I really have nothing to say to them except 'i have nothing to say to you'. Rawr. In my opinion i think that they have been really pissing me off for the past few month. All this accumulated stuff really made me blow yesterday. That's why we landed this far. Yesterday was really when i had enough. They obviously didn't even care about what i say or do. I seriously dislike the dramas and stuff, but they keep on talking about it and singing their stupid stuff and laughing to themselves without me even knowing what the hell is happening. Do i exist in their clique? Maybe not, they have been leaving me out of their activities. Now, this tension makes me want to poof! Haha. Besties forever, haha this is making me puke. We were not like last time, we had a common thing in the past. Now you have your own stuff and i have mine. We are really drifting apart from each other. I tried blending in, but u guys just keep on going too far. I really can't take it anymore. I AM FREAKING PISSED that they all left me out. Am i really invisible? Anyway, let's just see how this goes. Just hope that they do not let me do the worst to them. I do not want to go back to the past when i make people cry. I'm freaking pissed for a very long time ya. PFFT! I even made a list of what we can do already. Maybe its time to burn it up. GAFFAWS~ Enough said alr la. I'm having a piano theory test tmr. Boohoo. Wish me luck man! Gtg alr. Toodles :D Roller coaster emotions, hold tight! d(-.-)b
Thursday, October 30, 2008
Randomness again luh ;D    
         Randomness just rocks ya!
I am back home early today. Went for school as usual and was actually bored the whole day. After school, went to the sports complex with Diana and looked for dance classes. Realized it was too expensive so she bused back and i walked home. Sigh, she's not a happy girl today and she's a soloist belonging to no clique. I belong to God. ;D Thinking of him just lifts my spirit up(:
SIGHS.
Wednesday, October 29, 2008
RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any questions that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves. RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game by sending to other people. Weibin babe asked me to do this quiz. :D 1. Do you have secrets? Obviously(: 2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you? I'll never fall in love with a girl. 3. Do you enjoy going to school? To some extent ;D 4. What would you do with a billion dollar? Give some to the church, some to my family, save a little and spend the rest like crazy!!! 5. Would you love your ex again? Depends 6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or loved by someone? Being loved. I want to be loved all my life by him. 7. List out your favourite 15 songs. -I could sing of your love forever -Here i am to worship -We want to see jesus lifted high -All things are possible -So what -When i grow up -Disturbia -Through the monsoon -Just Dance -Better in time -Fall for you -Closer -Take a bow -Three cheers for five years -Stay with me -8. If you're single and your crush is already attached, what would you do? Give up, its only a crush. 9. Is there anything that has made you extremely happy? Experiencing God. 10. What makes you angry? Pagean worship, betrayal 11. How would see yourself in 10 years time? Closer to God 12. Who is currently the most important people to you? Family members, brothers and sisters in christ, My boyF 13. What is the most important thing in life? God, family, boyF, friends, piano, strawberry 14. Single or attached? Attached 15. What are your favourite colors? Red, white, black, pink, purple, green. 16. Would you give all in a relationship? Obviously 17. What would be the 1st thing you say/shout/scream when you've reach the top of Mount. Everest? YEA BABE!! 18. Would you rather get a promotion or get retain? Depends. 19. Do you prefer chocolate drink or coffee? Chocolate drink 20. 5 people whom I've tag. -Virtun -Wei Heng -Sheryl -Daniel -Syuhadah
I'm BACK Church camp was fun luhh, can run away from reality and escape to God fully for this camp. Super cool luhh. Haha. Feeling some things unexplainable and stuff luhhs. Haha. No pics taken by me for the camp cos i dint bring my camera. Anw, we had fun together and had time with God. I cried super hard there too. haha. the one night was super funny too, we played games and saw ppl's sleeping patterns and stuff. Maybe even saw stuff that may not happen in my lifetime again? Super tired till i slept till 1 plus then slept somemore, that's y i pon school today -.- toodles.
Friday, October 24, 2008
Hilary is NOT HAPPY today because of some friendship problems which she does not want to elaborate on. Phewphewphew. Had freaking boring lessons in the morning and was hit by paper aeroplanes because of nevin goh D: Smacked him hard. haha. he deserved it anyway (Hope it doesnt hurt :X) Was preetay moody for the whole day and things were worst after school. Went home and then prepared to meet dear in raffles at his work place. Trained there and passed things to him and we slacked for a pathetic 10 mins only. Was prettay pissed but he managed to pull a smile on my face. Dearest, you never fail to do that when u want me to be happy :D Met up with my erzi, khairi, was being random and then we went to walk walk. Shopped and ate then we trained home. Went to jp with parents after dinner to shop, everyone bought something except for me :D . Currently preparing for tmr's wedding in church and dinner. Daddy, mummy, bro and i have face mask party now. Tata for now (: Tmr will be a better day. God bless. Thursday, October 23, 2008
Yay yay for today(:
Today rock to the core man! Haha. Although we had little practice, it was all worth it. The suprise was a BLAST! , and we made Ms Ho cry. Really sad but, all good things come to an end. aww. We had the normal prize giving ceremony and i can see juliana running like a crazy woman to collect the prizes. 7 prizes at one go. CONGRATS BABE! and then we had to clean our class up.After that, we had went to the hall for the new sitting arrangement thing, sang yuxian a birthday song :D HOPE YOU LOVE IT(: HAPPY BIRTHDAY YUXIAN! yea yea. Recessed with amirah and went up to class. We were scaring ppl who were coming to our class to practice for the song for Ms Ho. Fun fun. HAHA. Practiced the song once more with the whole group and then off we go on stage. Made Ms HO cry yea! This shows how touching the song was. i held the microphone and actually sang the thing, but everyone was screaming at the top of my voices so the mic did not really capture my voice. Anyway, walked home with Insyirah, Hairi and Bibi. Met Juliana, SK, Amirah, Hairi, Shafie, YL and Ryan. OFF WE GO to the Arena country club. We bowled at first and Juliana, Amirah, Hairi and I formed a team called ROCK. Rameeya, Obama, Coconut and Karupan. Yea what ever. haha. Pooled then with the rest aft Juli and SK left. Bused off to Jp arcade and played with th gun thingy, daytona and the para para thing. Haha. B for a beginner in para. Yea Babe! xD Went home shorty after. Thank God for today. Haha. argh! There's extended term tmr. SIAN! -Ohya, Yihao said this : 'Men work to give what girls want'. It is pretty true and I AGREE(: BYE! Wednesday, October 22, 2008
Gosh! I'm dead beat today. heh heh. Blame it on the tiring run. It was all worth it anyway. yea babe!Had damn nice physics lessons for the first time and english was not so bad(: I slept somehow during the financial literacy course but somehow enjoyed it. He is teaching us to be rich and i know everybody wants to be rich. BUT!!! "Jesus said to his disciples, as i assure you: it will be very hard for the rich to enter the kingdom of heaven. I repeat : it is much harder for a rich person to enter the kingdom of God than for the camel to go through the eye of a needle" Matthew 19 :23-24. So, it doesnt really matter whether i am rich or not cos i have God. We then went for councillor stuffs and sang something for tmr. yea and then we went crazy and had lots of fun! After getting everything right, we went jogging. HSH then. I'll be straight forward. :D BYE.
Tuesday, October 21, 2008
 I am freaking tired and satisfied today. Thank God :D Monday, October 20, 2008
Well, today is a day of extreme ups and downs. Blame it on my emotions, i guess.We had extended term la, so normal lessons, it was seriously longer than i expected. I completely forgotten that i had to go to the parliament house. Seriously! So i had to go, therefore leaving poor yz at home. Sorry la deyy. We had to be super respectful when we get there, that means no laughter people! we even went for the body scanning thingy. I'm no mas selamat so i went through it quick. :D we went to listen to the debate live and stuffs and learn about the parliament stuffs. heh heh. hadhinah and i could not resist and we laughed cos i let her hear the tamil translation full blast(: blah blah, then we went back. haha self entertained with juli, sakinah, hairizad, amirah and hadh. went back to school adn continued with the trolley project. CRAZY! haha i sat on the trolley and shafie pushed me. lol. i tried pushing the freaking trolley full of news papers la. heavy! haha. Went home feeling super tired and still had piano lesson! I still gotta go to school early tmr to continue with the packing. hoohoo): Well, the down side 1.I sometimes feel that we don't click as often as we do. There comes a time where i do not think we even have a common topic. Cos everytime you and your liping and your chinee talks, you are in your own world. You chinese drama world. Seriously, its pissing me off. I do not want to force myself and sing all your nonsensical soap operas songs and talk about the stupid plot. Please la. If you think that i am in your freaking clique, please stop doing things that i think does not make me be myself. Like, the only thing you guys do is just to stay in your little homes and your world revolves around the media. NOT COOL. Whatever, I do not want to start a quarrel, FOREIGN SOAP OPERA PEOPLE. 2.Darling got super mad at me for not being able to join him. Whn i smsed both weiheng and him, only weiheng replied and he told me that yz was aware of me sending 2 same messages. RAR RAR RAR. Why can't he personally sms me! Why can't he return my love. AM I DUMB? Maybe. DO I LOVE HIM? Yes i do. Sometimes i think he should stop some of his childish attitudes. I'm not his mother, why must he behave like a child? I know you love to stay young, but the childish tandrums have to go. STOP throwing tandrums at me. Isaiah 41 :10 Do not be afraid- I am with you! I am your God- Let nothing terrify you! I will make you strong and help you; I will protect you and save you. Saturday, October 18, 2008
Hello people, I'm back from my camp ): sadly, i freaking missed out on all the fun la. I AM SICK! RAWR!!! Go vikings people.. AWW~
Quiz from my mei mei ;D
1. Who is your closest friend? (Girl) Melody, Lp, Ce 2.Who is your closest friend? (Boy) Yizhan, actually is not close, is super close! (: (: Weiheng. hurh hurh, see ur name here!! xD 3. What is the most shocking thing that you found in your life? Like for 15 years of my life, i think my IC photo is the most shocking thing :X 4.What requirement do you expect from the other party? Lol, who is the other party? Define 'the other party' 5. Your favourite teacher now: MISS NANA!! 6. Do you believe in love at first sight? Nahh, that's just a crush. 7.Did you break anybody's heart to the extent that he/she wants to commit suicide? No? How would i know? 8. What do you think your best day will be like? When my friends (and boyfriend) all go out and be super random and high. I LOVE THAT MAN! 9.Have you cried before in school? Yea babe! Hahah. I just cried on thurs. ): 10. Do you have any regrets in your life? YES. Many(: 11.If your friend told u a secret and after a quarrel u hate him/her, would u spread it? No way, why must i make people suffer because of my anger? =D 12.If you almost met with a car accident and he saves you, what would u do? Like, who is the he? 13. What subject do you like the most? Biology and Chem, but only the practical part (: (: 14.What type of people do u hate most in school? IDK leh, i don't really hate anyone? Lets not judge people by their attitude(: 15.What do you do if a guy kisses u? Depend on who he is la. HAHA!!! If is darling then return it, if its other people i run away and bang head on the wall :D 16. What are you worst at? Concentrating 17.How are you feeling now? Full of regret and sick): 18.What are you doing now? Doing this quiz and chatting on msn 19. Who are you with now? No one. haha 20.Who do you love most? God, family, friends, and darling (: Thursday, October 16, 2008
My feeling now is !@#!@#!@#.. What did do to deserve this Such unsatisfactory grades. What went wrong? I've got all Bs! No freaking A at all. This is really a very sad thing. Anyway, i tried my best, so whatever! I'm going for a camp in ngee ann poly tmr. Sms me or what luhh(: I am sick. I have a headache. GAFFAWS! I can't think straight. No more typing alr. Lol, just took medication that calms the nerves and get rid of my headache. Feeling nauseous now. BLAHS! I am tired! Wednesday, October 15, 2008
Today is another depressing day. Aww~ I tried to look for any loop holes in the paper just to gain marks la. SADLY, i could not gain any marks. What the heck. UNDERMYEXPECTATIONS! that's all i can say. Seriously la, why must everything be like that leh? I'm like super sad lehs. HOW HOW HOW? No freaking motivation to study le la ): anyway, i'm really tired alr, so don't disturb me le. RAWR! Tuesday, October 14, 2008
   Enough with the pictures. Haha. I had a terrible and darn depressing day today I've mugged like crazy. what did i get? all UNDERMYEXPECTATIONS! Mummy told me never mind. Phew. Its like mostly Bs la!! ): Depressing. Whatever. I'm gonna take my well deserved break and rest. Argh! All these depressing events made me go crazy and can't even control my language. Keep on using the work pua bai, nah bei, chi bai and fuck. Oh man, i just turned so vulgar. I'm sorry. -Come quickly, lord and answer me, for my depression deepens. Don't turn away from me, i'll die (Psalms 143:7) The lord's strong presence in our life is the best medicine for depression. With the lord's help, we may also seek the best medical help and ask him to heal us.
Monday, October 13, 2008
                    - I will praise you, Lord, with all my heart; I will tell of all the wonderful things you have done (Psalms 9:1) Okay, let's start the day. I woke up at around nine forty five in the morning and tried to wake my darling up by ringing him a few times on his phone. Finally, he woke up. Got ready and then went to the ice skating rink at jurong east with Melody, Liping , Chinee and my darling. Had loads of fun there but we went out with painful feet. We the proceeded to have lunch at the nearest food court, that is, kopitiam. We then journeyed to the park in the 98 bus and had a swell time at the lakeside park. After a long time there, we had to leave. aww! We strolled to the MRT station and took a bus back. GAHGAH!!
Sunday, October 12, 2008
Oh my Goodness lurh. Its already sunday.Ok, i'll blog(: On Saturday, had tuition as usual :D However, before that, i went out to slack slack slack slack slack. I accompanied my dear for lunch and had a great time, although he is sick. Went for tuition with Liza aft that. Tuition was great, as usual, it all end in laughter again. We actually planned to have dinner tgt, however, many had something on last minute, so went to jalan jalan with wh. Went home and slack slack slack. Like, is there anything we can do rather than slack? Its like wasting my darn time luhh! Sunday, actually planned to go jogging There were super last minute changes so i cancelled many of my activities and went over to Agape. I was super early today, together with my parents. WOW!! Anyway, we had morning prayer and stuffs then we had th service and cell aft that. Really fun during cell luhh. hurh hurh. Then we went for the ministry get together thing and i helped ardella and friends up. Its marvellous! Heheh. Ardella and i then decided to go for a movie. Its like so random and we did it. We watched painted skin. Before that, we went shopping at jp. heh heh. I'm saving up so i did not spend too much. Only $20. YAY!!! Anw, i'm gonna miss ardella): that sweet girl. heh heh. hang out soon babe! Agape people are nice too :D I'll try to go over soon! (: -Omg. I'm so loving it! "I am the real vine, and you are the branches. Those who remain in me and i in them will bear much fruit; for you can do nothing without me" John 15:5 Friday, October 10, 2008
finally. exams over (:can't explain the overwhelming happiness in me. I just can't contain my happiness, however, i feel very tired because of the past few days of studying. Seriously, the past few days of studying made me realize how important studies are. Anyway, i think that i would fail some subjects because i did not really payed my 100% of concentration to it. In my opinion, i feel that i will deserve the results and should not feel gloomy over them because i tried my best and what's done is done. I realised that i did not post my blog for a long period of time, laughs. Anyway, I do not think i will be posting very often already because i am quite lazy to turn my computer on and update. I'll try, i'll try. Significant Occasions that happened in my absence from this blog 1. Exams 2. Church Feast Day 3. Our 10th month (cheers!) 4. My mugging like crazy lifestyle I hope to enjoy myself after the exams and have a well rested holidays (even though there is extended term) and PLAY PLAY PLAY!! ps. i miss my laogong! |
