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Sunday, June 29, 2008
26th June.27th June. 28th June. 29th June. Went to Church today and attended mass with alicia, shane, james, belinda, sheryl,randy and delip(: then i went home. lols. got really works between people lahhs. you just gotta pray about it. our god is a living god and he will answer our prayers. wheehee. you got to be it to experience it. really! anyways, i did'nt go to agape today. aww. so sad. they were having some retro theme. aww man. i missed out on the fun. sobs. anyways, let bygones be bygones. hoho today is feast of st paul and st something day. so we had a homily which actually touches many of us. however, i am somewhat disappointed by the members of the church. they are not as bonded as what i think we should. its like majority of the people there are known as 'sunday christians'. i really pray that they are christians for the whole week and not only on sundays. hmms. and the youth group somewhat pisses me off. haha. only 16 years old and above are allowed to go for the youth service. then what about those above 13? they are youths too. you gotta train them from the start and not frm 16? anyway, i am in no position to say that lahhs. later the youth group come and find me. lols. i'm really very sleepy today and have no plans to go out. seriously its really a miracle i'm staying at home today. even my dad thought so. he even asked me when i'm going out. lols. i told him i'm not then he said ohmytian and asked me to sleep more at home.haha. i'll go finish up my homeword first then sleep(: but first, i go watch movie or some tv programmes first la(: actually today i wanted to go roller blading with dear de. but this few days he is busy, with work. and i also heard that he is not free on my birthday. i'm really very sad. and maybe he is too tired or something, he is starting to ignore me or something la. when i sms him, he will reply in some short sentences. like orh ok or anything you say la. this seriously hurts. i really pray that he will care for me like last time. i hope he doesnt forget who introduced him to this job and who got a bank account for him just for his job.hope he doesnt forget about me and only go with his colleages. its like now i'm not even part of his life. not like the past. rawrs. really nothing to say already. by saying more it would make me tearful. i really hope that he knows how i'm feeling. with his blunt and short answers with no hint of care and no pinch of concern in his messages make me feel super sad. and even phone calls are saddening. hmms. really hope this 6 months coming to 7 means something to him. sobs. hope he can do something to lift my feelings up. its dropping to like super super sad now la. GOD PLEASE HELP ME! oh well, God loves us more than anything and Jesus is ready to love us.i love everyone through GOD. O God, you are my God, and i long for you. My whole being desires you; like a dry, worn out , and waterless land, my soul is thirsty for you. Let me see how mighty and glorious you are. Your constant love is better than life itself, and so i will praise you. I will give you thanks as long as i live; I will raise my hands to you in prayer. My soul will feast and be satisfied, and i will sing glad songs of praise to you. As i lie in bed , i remember you; all night long i think of you, because you have always been my help In the shadow of your wings i sing for joy. I cling to you, and your hands keep me safe. Those who are trying to kill me will go down to the world of the dead They will be killed in the battle, and their bodies eaten by wolves. Because God gives him victory, the king will rejoice. Those who make promises in Go'ds name will praise him but the mouths of liars will be shut. (Psalms 63) toodles people(:
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