Ok, Let's say this birthday was like made fun because of my family and friends. If not this will be like such an ordinary day. Haha. got up early to see 15 messages saying happy birthday just brightens up my day by a TON!

Went to school uber early today, saw audrey. Thank you so much lahhs!!! First thing. Then i was like smsing weiheng on the way saying how old i was etc, looking at the phone anxiously waiting for his reply. Really saddening la. At the parade square i wanna thank all those who wish me happy birthday! heehee. then boring old lessons as usual, and me looking at my phone from time to time waiting for his sms. Mel told me maybe it was him trying to surprise me. So i anxiously waited. and waited and waited. actually i wanted to leave this time with him, but apparently, he did not even bother me a single bit. oh well, i went for the council meeting then the sec 3 sing happy birthday to me YAYNESS la.

Then i actually cried cos i was waiting for his sms and when i called him some little boy answered. i think he really purposely did that. I was like kinda blue luhhs. Then luckily there was this kind soul called melody chan, kenneth tan and eugene low who waited for me for 1 hr 45 mins cos i had meeting and eugene treated me to an ice cream at scoopz. really love these guys man. try to divert my bluse, however, they failed, i still went home as sad as ever, hence i decided to try to forget him. by taking a super long bath and read the bible hoping that God's words can relieve me of this nightmare.

Then i cried again after trying to call him. he is really very evil. Purposely making me feel this way. Its so OBVIOUS cant you see? I am not stupid you know, So i throw my pirde away *bye pride and went to make the 2nd move. i made the first move ytd(: but that perrson just would'nt care. my family celebrated my birthday then, eating a big feast. I tried to hide the gloomy face anyways. so now i am sitting here, waiting for some miracle to happen.

Sometimes i feel like a dog, really, must i stoop to this level to make him happy? You decide guys. I did'nt know his sister ZONA was more important then me, just 5 mins won't hurt right? I really do not wanna feel any hate or jealousy now, but please don't make me feel that.

Hello Earthlings, my name is S.Hilary Ma :D
I invaded your planet on the twenty first of july :D
I love my creator, his son, and the holy spirit :D
I've graduated from Boon Lay Secondary School :D
I am Dynamic, Delirious, Delicious, Dangerous, Daring, Different :D
I love attacking humans with my music, the piano :D

Do not grieve, for the joy of the Lord is your strength Nehe 8:10

The O levels are finally over, now what? Many complained that they are bored, but i compiled a list of random things to do so that i would be occupied. I decided to share it with you guys!


1.Reorganize my wardrobe
2.Clear the soft toys and reorganize sleeping area
3.Clear clutter from the study table and remove unwanted books
4.Reorganize my shelves
5.Do some gardening
6.Get flight tickets to anywhere
7.Run everyday
8.Swim once a week
9.Look for ways to get extra cash
10.Go ice skating
11.Go inline skating
12.Learn beginner's guitar
13.Finish learning Grade 8 scales
14.Finish playing the first Grade 8 song
15.Piano Duet with someone
16.Write a book
17.Write a poem
18.Bake cookies and cakes
19.Cook Teriyaki Chicken for Nova
20.Visit an orphanage
21.Learn how to cook from grandmother
22.Take part in a church event
23.Memorize sequence of the bible
24.Read SYM
25.Watch a movie
26.Call Sec sch mates out
27.Call Pri sch mates out
28.Call YM mates out
29.Shout really loud in a mall
30.Play Pool
31.Arcade!
32.Start on CW
33.Share the good news with at least 5 people
34.Praise and worship more often
35.Learn more praise and worship
36.Eat healthily
37.Laugh really loud somewhere
38.Enjoy nature
39.Smile at a toddler
40.Smile at an elderly person